THE BOY AND THE FOG 男孩与雾
由Sayaddy翻译自英文字幕，如有错漏欢迎指正
We underscore our deepest gratitude to the institution that is the national pride of Mexico. 我们向墨西哥的同仁表达最真挚的敬意。
PETROLEOS MEXICANOS 本片由久负盛名的导演 Roberto Gavaldón先生
To its very worthy General Director Don Antonio J. Bermúdez, 以及充满创造力的演职人员们 倾力奉献
And to the superintendent and the technical staff of the oil producing area of Poza Rica 本片改编自被称为“墨西哥剧场之父”的 Rodolfo Usigli的同名戏剧
And to the superintendent and the technical staff of the oil producing area of Poza Rica 1936年创作，1951年首演
And to the superintendent and the technical staff of the oil producing area of Poza Rica 获得空前的成功 共演出450场
For the huge and valuable cooperation during the shooting of this film. 获得空前的成功 共演出450场
直到1953年由著名导演Roberto Gavaldón 将它搬上大荧幕
本片囊括1954年墨西哥 电影与艺术学会Ariel奖
最佳影片、最佳导演、最佳男女主演 最佳改编剧本、剪辑、摄影
并获得1954年戛纳电影节 主竞赛单元提名
Look at how high the flames are rising, Mother. Up to the sky! 看那火烧得有多高啊，妈妈。 天都映红了！
How lovely! I would like to get closer to see it! 多美啊！ 我想走近点看看！
Let me go, Mother! 让我去吧，妈妈！
Get inside right now! 马上进屋去！
But Mother, it is the first time I see a fire. Let me go. 可妈妈，这是我第一次见火。 让我去吧。
-I tell you to get inside. -Daniel! —我叫你进屋去。 —丹尼尔！
It's the well number 15. That's where your dad is! 那是15号井。 你爸爸的井！
-You are not going! -Why not? My dad is in danger! —我不许你去！ —为什么？我爸可能有危险！
Obey! Go to your room and finish your homework. 听话！回你房间好好写你的作业
Daniel, I am telling you come back! 丹尼尔，我叫你回来！
Did you see how he was looking at the fire, Jacinta? 瞧见他看火的样子吗？ 杰西塔
As if his life depended on looking at those flames. 好像那是他的命。
Just like her. 真像她。
Just like her. 太像了
So afraid... 好可怕…
Come on! Let's go inside! 快点！跟我来！
Quick, tighten that nut! 快点，拧紧那个螺丝！
That one! 那个！
Tighten it! Harder, harder! 拧紧它！使劲，使劲！
Put it more to the right, much more! 往右多来点， 多来点！
Water! 水！
Come on, quick! Now the other one! 快，快点！ 换另一个！
-Dad! 爸爸！
-My son! 我的孩子！
Everything is alright. 没事的。
Come on, let's go home. 来，我们回家。
Mother, you should have seen what Dad did in the well. 妈妈，你真该看看爸爸在井上有多厉害。
Guillermo, I need you to tell Daniel that he has to obey when I give him an order. 吉利尔莫，我要你告诉丹尼尔， 他不能再这样不听话了。
When did you disobey your mother, Daniel? 你什么时候不听话了，丹尼尔？
I told him not to go to the well. 我让他不要去井上。
He did not pay me any attention and went there running. 他听都不听就跑了。
But you were there, and I was afraid. 可是我担心你，我恐怕
Something could have happened to you. 你会出什么事。
Thank you, my son. 谢谢，我的孩子。
But go to your room. 但你先回房间吧。
You need to rest. 你需要休息。
The fire must have excited you. 火让你过于兴奋了。
-Good night, Dad. -Sleep well, my son. 晚安，爸爸。 晚安，我的孩子。
-Good night, Mother. -Good night, my son. 晚安，妈妈。 晚安，我的儿子。
Daniel, turn the lights off. 丹尼尔，记得关灯。
I told you it's not good to sleep with the lights on. 我跟你说过，开着灯睡 对你身体不好。
Yes, Dad. 是的，爸爸。
This time you have to excuse Daniel. It is natural he disobeyed you. 这次你该原谅他。 他不是故意违抗你。
With the fire, knowing that I was there... 那么大火，我又在那……
At least he got worried. But you don't even care what I did. 至少他还知道担心 而你根本不在乎
How it was. 我的安危。
I guess nothing important happened since you are here. 我估计你没事 既然你都站在这了。
You would have preferred if I didn't come back alive. 你是不是希望我 最好别回来。
You think so? 你这么想？
How strange you are, Marta. 你可真古怪，玛尔塔。
I never understood you. 我搞不懂你。
That's why you are a failure in this house. 这就是为什么你在家里是个失败者。
But not outside! 但在外面不是！
There are people who believe in me. 有的是人信任我。
People who respects me. 尊敬我。
Tonight everybody showed that to me. 今晚，在那每个人都佩服我。
You are so weak that you are always trying to do heroic things to prove yourself brave. 你就是这么脆弱， 总想靠当英雄来证明自己。
If you want something to eat, there is food in the fridge. 你要是饿了， 冰箱里有吃的。
Good night. 晚安。
Daniel, what is happening? Why are you crying? 丹尼尔，怎么了？ 怎么哭了？
Tell me what is happening. Fear of the dark, again? 告诉我。 你又怕黑了？
Answer me. 回答我。
You don't think I am able to understand. 你不信任我吗？
-Yes, Mother. -So tell me. 不，妈妈。 那跟我说说。
Why do you suffer when you are in the dark? 你为什么那么怕黑？
What are you thinking? 你在想什么？
These shadows! 那些影子！
They dance and dance before my eyes! 他们总是飘忽不定！
Then they stop moving. 然后不动了。
Sometimes for a minute. Sometimes for a while. 有时一刻。 有时一会。
But then they start again. 但他们不会罢休。
Look at them! It started. They take horrible shapes. 看看！又开始了。 样子多可怕。
This one looks like a claw! 像只爪子！
It's nothing, Daniel! 别胡思乱想了，丹尼尔！
Just a tree branch enlarged by the fire outside. 那只是被火光拉长的影子。
Look! It's always the same. 看哪！又来了。
It seems like it's floating over me, and grabs me! 就像要飞过来，抓住我！
Stop, Daniel! 好了，丹尼尔！
Look now. It's over. There is nothing now. 瞧，没了。 都不见了。
How can your father make you sleep in the dark? 你爸怎么能让你关着灯睡呢？
From now on, you will sleep with the light on whenever you want to. 以后你尽管开灯睡好了。
-But... -I am responsible for it. —但是…… —放心，有我呢。
I won't let Guillermo torment you. 我不会让吉利尔莫虐待你的。
Come on, sleep now. 来，睡吧。
If you need me, call me. 如果你需要，就叫我。
Will you sleep? 明白吧？
Yes, Mother. 好，妈妈。
How cute. You always knit and then un-do it. 多漂亮啊。你老是织了又拆。
By the time you are finished, Daniel will be a man. 等你做好了， 丹尼尔都长成大人了。
By the time I have finished this sweater, my son will be mine. 等我织完这件毛衣， 我的儿子就真正属于我了。
Only mine. 只属于我。
I solved it. 我解开了。
-So fast? -Yes, look. —这么快？ —是的，看。
-You just need to find first the Z, and then the Y. -Very good. —你只需要先找到Z，然后是Y。 —真不错。
Really good. 非常好。
Do you like algebra? 你喜欢代数吗？
As much as poetry. They both have a mystery. The mystery of letters. 和诗歌差不多吧，它们都是谜语。 关于符号的谜语。
Don't you think, Dad? 你不觉得吗，爸爸？
-Daniel! 丹尼尔！
-Good morning, ma'am. -Good morning Luis, how are you? —早上好，女士。 —早上好，路易斯，你好吗？
-Are you coming for Daniel? -Yes, ma'am. We are going to the beach. —你是来找丹尼尔的？ —是的，女士。我们想去海边。
I think it's a wonderful idea. 那真是太好了。
I will let him know, just a moment. 我去告诉他，稍等。
-Luis, isn't he? -Yes. —是路易斯，对吗？ —是啊。
And some kids from school. They wanted me to go swimming. 还有一些学校的孩子。 他们想叫我去游泳。
But I am not going. I will stay home studying. 但我不想去。 我想在家学习。
Are you going to study even on a Sunday? 周六你也要在家学习？
How can you make him do that, Guillermo? 你怎么能这么逼他，吉利尔莫？
I don't make him do that, Marta. 我没逼他，玛尔塔。
He decided not to go by himself. 他自己可以决定。
Of course. 那当然。
What do you want him to decide in front of you? 你觉得他能在你面前怎么决定？
You are always talking to him about studying, about the next exams. 你总是跟他又是学习， 又是考试。
And telling him that those walks are tiring and not for him. 跟他说出去走走有多累 都不适合他。
-That is my point of view. -But it's not mine. —那只是我的看法。 —可不是我的。
I think Daniel needs some distractions. 我认为丹尼尔需要放松。
Swimming, running under fresh air. 游泳、跑步、新鲜空气。
But I think he wasn't born for that. 但那些不适合他。
He is not physically strong. 他身子弱。
This ridiculous scene has been repeated at least 100 times. 这荒谬的对话都重复100次了。
You are creating an inferiority complex in him. 你这样会让他自卑。
Scaring him. 吓唬他。
He is so pale. 他多苍白。
He does not sleep. 他不睡觉。
Last night he did not sleep at all. 他昨晚几乎没睡。
You did not sleep, my son? 你没睡吗，我的孩子？
In the beginning. 开始是的。
Then I slept very well. 后来睡好了。
It's incredible how you have taken control of his will. 你操控他的能力真是精彩绝伦。
Stop it, Marta. 够了，玛尔塔。
You know I don't like discussing anything in front of him. 你知道我不想当着他面吵架。
Look, my son. 我的孩子。
I don't want you to blame me in the future. 我不想你以后怪我。
I believe everyone is born with a goal. 我相信每个人生来都有他的宿命。
And I have seen you are happier studying, reading, 而我看到你更喜欢学习，阅读，
freeing your imagination with poetry, 感受诗歌带来的幻境，
than in those walks that make you tired. 而不是去户外让你疲惫。
But, of course, I don't want to forbid anything. 不过，当然，我不会禁止你去做任何事。
You are totally free to choose if you want to go or not. 你完全可以选择你想做的事。
This is the chance to show your father that you are not weak and scared. 这正是向你爸证明 你是个男子汉的时候了。
I am going to go, Dad. 我要去，爸爸。
As you want, my son. 听你的，孩子。
-How are you, Luis? -How are you, Daniel? 你好吗，路易斯？ 好吗，丹尼尔？
Come with me. Sit on the back seat. 跟我走。 坐我后面。
Come on, don't be afraid. 来吧，别怕。
-See you, Mother. -Have fun, Daniel. 回见，妈妈。 玩的开心，丹尼尔。
Bye, boys! 再见，孩子们！
Daniel, this is the chance to show your father that you are not weak and scared. 丹尼尔，这正是向你爸证明 你是个男子汉的时候了。
Faster Luis, faster! 快点，路易斯，再快点！
If you don't think you can make it to the boat, don't try. 你要不就游到船那，别硬来。
It is far. Swim in the shore. 游到对岸太远了。
You are creating an inferiority complex in him. 你这样会让他自卑。
Scaring him. 吓唬他。
Come on, guys! 来啊，兄弟们！
Fine, this happens all the time. 没事，这经常发生。
In these cases, the first aid is important. Luckily he had it. 这种情况下，急救是最重要的。 幸好救的及时。
Now he only has a nervous crisis. A bit exaggerated for a kid his age. 他只是被吓到了。 他这么年轻有点夸张。
He is very impressionable. 好像受了很大刺激。
He was constantly asking if he was going to die. 他不停地问我他是不是要死了。
It is normal that such an experience impresses anybody. 遇到这些事， 他的表现算很不错了。
He had other strong impressions. 他还受过别的刺激。
The fire yesterday upset him a lot. 昨天的大火吓着他了。
Imagine if you had watched your father in the fire. 想象一下你看到你的父亲在大火里。
Yes, ma'am. I understand. 是的，我理解。
But, anyways, the kid is strange. 不过，不管怎么说，这孩子有点怪。
He doesn't react like anybody else. 他的反应有点异于常人。
He has a very particular sensibility. 有点过于敏感。
But it's nothing to be scared of. 不过这没什么可担心的。
He is at that dangerous stage when medicines do not work. 他这个情况 药物是起不了作用的。
It is their parents' attention. 需要的是父母的关怀。
Their handling, their judgment, that's what saves them. 他们的引导，他们的判断， 能救他们的命。
-And that is in your hands. -Thank you Doctor, we appreciate your visit. -那就看你们的了。 -谢谢你，大夫。感谢你的医术。
-And your advice. -Good night, ma'am. -和建议。 -晚安，夫人。
At your feet. 为您效劳。
-Good night. -Good night, Doctor. -晚安 -晚安，大夫。
Good night, can I come in? 晚上好，我能进来吗？
Come in, teacher. 请进，老师。
-How is Daniel? -He is fine now. -丹尼尔怎么样？ -好多了。
Thank God. These kids are always scaring me. 感谢上帝。这些孩子 总是把我吓得够呛。
If I have been there, this would not have happened. 如果有我在， 就不会发生这种事了。
Good night, ma'am. Could you give me a glass of water? 晚上好，夫人。 您能给我一杯水吗？
-Do you prefer horchata? -Oh yes, better. -你想要杏仁露吗？ -哦，那更好了。
Jacinta, a glass of horchata, please. 杰西塔，一杯杏仁露，谢谢。
I would have never allowed Daniel to swim. 我绝对不会允许 丹尼尔去游泳的。
But you cannot control them on Sundays. 但星期天 你管不到他们。
They even forget there is a teacher. And they never ask for advice. 他们就当老师不存在。 还拿我的话当耳边风
And this had to happen just to Daniel. 这次恰好是丹尼尔。
Such a smart boy, truly smart. 多么聪明的孩子，非常聪明。
This week he got the best grades again. 这周他又是全年级第一。
Thank you. 谢谢您。
He is very sensitive too. Easy to hurt. 他还非常敏感。 容易受伤。
Too often after a small thing, a problem between kids, he loses his balance. 往往只是孩子间的小事 他就会失去理智。
Every kid is like that, at his age. 小孩子在他这个年纪都会这样。
We don't know how or what they are. 我们很难就此下定论
It's as if they aren't anything yet. 因为他们心智还不成型
Of course, of course. 是的，是的。
But he is always more passionate than his friends. 不过他一直比他的朋友们更有激情。
Once I had to reprimand him because he had made a very silly typo. 有一次，因为他拼错了一个很简单的字 我严厉批评了他。
He did not pay me any attention. 可他根本不理我。
When I finished I realized he hadn't listened to a single word. 当我讲完以后才发现 他一个字都没听进去。
His head wasn't there. 他脑子没在那。
He told me: "Of course I know how you write it". 他和我说： “好啦，我知道该怎么写。”
"But why should it be that way? Even flowers change, why shouldn't words do it?" “但为什么非要那么写？” “即便花都会变化，为什么词语不会？”
-It seems illogical, right? -So it seems. -这听起来不太合逻辑，不是吗？ -确实是。
But in maths, he is incredible. 但是在数学上，他真是非常出色。
He solves problems that kids 10 years older would not be able to solve. 他解得题目就是大他10岁的孩子 也解不出来。
I don't want to exaggerate, but I would say he has some traits like genious people have. 我不是夸口，但是我必须说 他有点天才的迹象。
I don't agree with you, teacher! 那不可能，老师！
My son is no genius! 他怎么能是天才！
It seems like it bothers you to hear the teacher praising Daniel's intelligence. 看起来老师夸赞他的聪慧 让你困扰了。
It's not that. I just know that Daniel is a normal boy, like many others. 并没有。我只知道丹尼尔是个平常孩子， 就像其他人。
And I am very happy that it is so. 而且我很满意他这样。
Forgive me, teacher. 请原谅我，老师。
I am not like those stupid mothers that always see exceptional things in their sons. 我不像那些愚蠢的母亲， 总对自己的孩子抱有不切实际的期望。
Well, I am leaving quite happy to hear that Daniel is well 那么，我很高兴知道丹尼尔好多了。
and if he needs to be out of school for a while, he can do it. 如果他需要休学一段时间， 是没问题的。
-He is well ahead, anyways. -I don't think it will be necessary. -他反正超前很多。 -没有这个必要。
-Thank you, anyways. -You're welcome. -总之，谢谢您。 -您别客气。
-At your feet, ma'am. -Good night. -为您效劳，夫人。 -晚安。
-Good night. -Good night. -晚安。 -晚安。
You see? It's everybody. 瞧瞧，没完了。
Everybody is giving their opinion about my child's education. 每一个人都想教我 怎么教孩子。
I've had enough. 我真是受够了。
I think we are doing him wrong. 我们不能再让他这样下去了
But it's over. 不过，都过去了。
From now on, neither you nor anybody else is going to alter my plan for his future. 从现在起，不管是你还是其他什么人 休想再干涉我对他未来的规划
I know what I have to do with him. 我保证管好他。
Only you? 就你？
You don't care what I think? 你不问问我怎么想？
I think you have forgotten something. 我看你忘了一件事。
That I am the mother. 我是这孩子的母亲。
You have just seen what your decisions make. 你看看你干的好事。
And I can't even hear about those brilliant projects for my son? 那我能听听那些关于我儿子的远大规划吗？
Yes. I want to take him away from there. 可以，我要带他离开这。
And if we cannot go to Mexico City like I want, 如果不听我的， 搬去墨西哥城
I will send Daniel to high school there. 我就送他去那里的高中。
No, Daniel is not going to Mexico! 不，丹尼尔不能去墨西哥城！
Yes, he will. I have made my mind. 不，他必须去。 就这么定了
He will live with your mother. 他会去你妈那住
No! Never with my mother! Never! 不！别去我妈那！ 绝不！
Enough! You are screaming like crazy. 够了！你怎么像个疯子一样。
Maybe. But you always turn me into this. 就算是，也是因为你把我逼成这样的。
Everything about you gets me on my nerves. 你的一切都让我紧张。
Your stupid dreams that make you a loser. 你那些愚蠢的梦想让你裹足不前。
Your silly childish discoveries. 你那些可笑的幼稚的发明。
The way you victimize yourself. Your laughter. Everything! 总把自己装成受害者。 你的笑声，所有一切！
Enough! 够了！
Why do you hate me? 你为什么这么恨我？
Tell me why did you marry me. 那你为什么嫁给我？
I always wanted to ask you that. 我一直想知道。
Now I know it wasn't love what made you do it. 我知道当然不是因为爱
It wasn't self-interest either. 也不为钱。
You are the most beautiful and charming woman. 你这么美这么光彩夺目。
You could have chosen any man. Why did you choose me? 你可以得到任何男人。 为什么选我？
Tell me, why? 告诉我，为什么？
What are you going to do? 你干嘛？
Kiss me? 想吻我？
It would be ridiculous. After 15 years. 真是可笑。 在15年之后？
You are coldness itself. 你真冷酷。
You have never loved anybody, have you? 你从没爱过任何人，对不对？
If I told you I once loved a man... 如果我告诉你，我曾经爱过一个男人……
I wouldn't believe it. 我才不信。
You have never loved anybody. 你谁都不会爱的。
Not even your son. 就算是你的儿子。
How can you know what I feel for Daniel? 你怎么会明白我对丹尼尔的感情？
I know it better than anybody. 我比谁都清楚。
You didn't love him even before he was born. 他还没出生 你就嫌弃他。
How can you know? 你知道什么？
Why did you lie to me when we got married and told me you couldn't have children? 你为什么在我们结婚时骗我说 你不会有孩子？
Why did you try to avoid Daniel's birth? 你为什么想阻止丹尼尔出生？
I think that's why you hate me. 你就因此而恨我。
Because I made you have him. 因为我让你有了他。
That's why your bedroom's door has been closed for me 这就是为何你从此将我 拒之门外。
since the night he was born. 自从他降生的那晚。
Daniel! 达尼尔！
Don't believe your father's words! 别听你爸爸胡说！
It's not true, it's not true! 这不是真的，这不是真的！
Believe me! 相信我！
Yes, Mom. 是的，妈妈。
Mom? 妈妈？
Yes, Mom. 是的，妈妈。
Where are you going, Daniel? 你去哪，丹尼尔？
School. 学校。
It's night, don't you know? 天黑了，你不知道吗？
I have to go to school. 我得去学校。
I cannot miss today. 我不能缺课。
I have to study. 我得去上学。
He is asleep! Don't wake him up, something could happen to him. 他在睡觉！别叫醒他， 可能会害到他。
It's a heartless thing to wake sleepwalkers up. 别叫醒梦游的人。
-Daniel. -Mother. -丹尼尔。 -妈妈。
Leave those books. 把书放下。
It is night. Repeat it. 天晚了。重复我的话。
It is night. 天晚了。
You are asleep. 你要睡觉。
But you must sleep in your bed. 但你要睡到自己床上。
I must sleep in my bed. 我要睡在自己床上。
-Go. -Yes, Mom. -去吧。 -是的，妈妈。
-Will you turn the light off? -I will. -你会关灯吗？ -我会的
Tell me Daniel, do you love me? 告诉我丹尼尔，你爱我吗？
Yes. 是的。
-More than you do your father? -No. -胜过爱你父亲吗？ -不。
So you must love me more than you love your father. 你必须爱我胜过他
For your own good. I want to save you. 为你自己好。 我在保护你。
Love me more than you love your father. 爱我胜过他。
OK. I will love you more than I love my father. 好的。我爱你胜过爱他。
Go to bed. Sleep well. 去睡吧。好好睡。
My son is a sleepwalker, Jacinta. 我的儿子是个梦游者，杰西塔。
Do you realize what this could mean? 你知道这意味着什么？
Did you see how he obeyed you? 他完全听从你的命令。
That's a sad thing, too. 真可悲，不是吗。
Only when he's asleep I can control his will. 只有熟睡后 才会服从我。
What's wrong with you, now? 你怎么了？
Are you hungry? 饿了吗？
Are you lost? 迷路了？
You cannot be lost because you belong to nobody. 你不可能迷路因为 你还不属于任何人。
To get lost you have to belong to somebody. 如果要迷路，首先你的心要属于什么人。
Or to something. 或什么事。
Even if it's an illusion. 即便那是一种幻觉。
You are just alone. 你只是孤独。
I know. I see it in your eyes. 能从你眼里看出来。
But what do you know about true loneliness? 可你哪知道 什么是真正的孤独？
To know that, you must have a thought stuck here. 那就像有什么东西卡在这里。
Her. Only 3 letters and an abyss. “她”。只是几个笔画和一个悬崖。
Come on. I will give you food home. 好了。我回家给你找点吃的。
You sneaky dog. 你个滑头。
You aren't as lonely as I thought. 我还以为你孤身一人。
Love is waiting for you. 爱人在等你。
Maybe only for a night. 也许只是一晚。
But love, anyways. 但总归是爱。
Come on, don't be embarrassed. 得了，别害羞了。
Good-bye. 再会。
Love. 爱。
When I am next to you And you look at me 【当你在我身旁】 【当你看着我】
And you kiss me And make me shudder 【当你吻我】 【让我颤抖】
I forgive your old lies Because your caressing makes me forget. 【我会原谅你撒过的谎】 【因为你的爱抚如此难忘】
Even if I know that your kisses are killing me 【即便我早已知道】 【你的吻会令我死亡】
And even if I know that your love does me wrong. 【即便我早已知道】 【你的爱会让我疯狂】
I love your ardent caressing. I want more, I want more, I want more. 【我爱你的指尖在我身上】 【更多，更深，更强】
When I am next to you And you look at me 【当你在我身旁】 【当你看着我】
And you kiss me And make me shudder 【当你吻我】 【让我颤抖】
I forgive your old lies Because your caressing makes me forget. 【我会原谅你撒过的谎】 【因为你的爱抚如此难忘】
Even if I know that your kisses are killing me 【即便我早已知道】 【你的吻会令我死亡】
And even if I know that your love does me wrong. 【即便我早已知道】 【你的爱会让我疯狂】
I love your ardent caressing I want more, I want more, I want more. 【我爱你的指尖在我身上】 【更多，更深，更强】
Do you have a match? 有火吗？
Will you buy me a drink? 请我喝一杯？
No. 不了。
Then I will buy you one. In my room. 那我请你。 在我房里。
Shall we go? 走吗？
I have tequila. And I assure you it's good. 我有龙舌兰。 你肯定喜欢。
When it comes to tequila I am very demanding. 每次喝了它 我都会很想要。
-You don't drink? -No. -你不喝酒？ -不。
Alcohol muddles the mind. And I want this to happen freely. 酒会让人迷糊。 我希望我们出于自主的。
Like a liberation. 就像一种解放。
You speak in a queer way. You must be a lawyer. 说得可真逗。 你估计是律师。
I never understand lawyers. 我总搞不懂律师。
But you haven't told me the most important thing. 可你还没和我说最重要的话。
Do you like me? 你喜欢我吗？
Yes, because you are the revenge. 当然，因为你是我的复仇。
Revenge? 复仇？
Revenge against love. 对爱的复仇。
You kill hope and illusion. 你杀死希望和幻想。
You are the death of love. 你是爱的死神。
I don't like the way you are talking. 我不喜欢你说话的口气。
You really are not drunk? Tell me, what did you take? 你确定没喝酒？ 跟我说，你嗑了什么？
Nothing, I assure you. 什么都没有。我向你保证。
And you didn't run out of money? 你别是破产了吧？
That's the only thing I care about. 这是我唯一关心的事。
You are practical. But you are wrong. 你真现实啊。 不过并没有。
Take it. 给。
Even if you don't believe it, I don't like to get the money like this. 可能你不信， 我不喜欢收钱。
But I don't mind, it's OK. 不过也好，凑合吧。
Poor woman. 可怜的女人。
Don't ever say that to me again! I don't need anybody's compassion! 不许你再对我说这种话！ 我不需要任何人的同情！
You are right, forgive me. 你是对的，请原谅我。
Let me see you. 让我看看你。
You have a nice mouth. 你的嘴很美。
Really? They used to say that in Mexico. 是吗？以前在城里常有人这么说。
Here, they don't even look at the face. 在这，他们甚至都不看一眼我的脸。
I have so much passion. 我有太多热情。
Help me kill her from inside of me. 帮我杀死心里的她。
Help me! 帮帮我！
She had to come up. You think I am dumb. 那得靠她自己。 你以为我傻吗？
And maybe I am. But I know men. 或许我是傻，可我懂男人。
I better do. 我懂得很。
And I know you. 我懂你。
You want to forget somebody with me. 你想靠我 忘掉什么人。
Men come to me because they like me, understand? 男人来我这是因为 他们喜欢我，懂吗？
If you don't like me, you can leave right now. 如果你不喜欢我， 最好现在就滚。
Take your money. 带着你的钱。
Go and kiss her. 滚去亲她吧。
Leave! 快滚！
Look, it is completely destroyed. 全毁了。
Another 2,000 pesos for nothing. 又2000比索打水漂了。
These drills do not destroy rocks, They are destroyed by them. 这个钻头都打坏了 也打不透岩层。
Like our primitive tools. 就像拿木棍砸。
Are you still working on your invention? 你还在研究你的新发明吗？
Don't call it an invention, I don't aim that high. 谈不上发明， 只是试试看
It's just a new drill model. 那只是个新钻头模型。
What I can assure you is that, no matter how bad, 我敢保证 那个再不好，
they will be better than this one. 也肯定比这个好。
The designs that you showed me looked interesting, 你的设计 我很感兴趣。
but I would like to see a practical demonstration. 但我想看看 实际效果如何。
I think you will very soon. 你很快会看到。
Come down! 下来！
What's going on? 发生什么了？
My mother is very ill. I received a telegram. 我收到电报， 我母亲病倒了。
I am very worried about this trip. 你确定要一个人去？
After 15 years out of Mexico City, you will feel like a stranger in the city. 你15年没回去了。 你到那就像个异乡人。
I want to be with you and... 我想和你一起……
I can ask the superintendent and take a plane today. Or drive there. 我可以请假，我们坐飞机去 或者我开车。
No, no. I don't want to disturb your work. 不，不。我不想 打扰你的工作。
It would also be an excuse to get know your mother. 我也正好可以见见 你母亲。
What for, Guillermo? 为什么，吉尔利莫？
She will never forgive us for running away. 他不会原谅我们 私奔的。
My mother in inflexible. 我妈是个很顽固的人。
I know. She never answered to my letters. 我知道。她从不回我的信。
But people change with age. 但人会变得。
Maybe if she knew Daniel... A grandson is something. 也许她知道丹尼尔…… 当了外婆。
That's it. I don't think she's coming to an end. 直说吧。我觉得 她不会死。
Telegrams tend to exaggerate things. 电报总是言过其实。
I can ask for holidays and take Daniel. 我可以请假然后带上丹尼尔。
Your mother will be delighted. 你妈妈会很高兴的。
No, Guillermo, you don't know my mother. 别逗了，吉尔利莫。 你根本不了解我妈。
Nothing works with her. 对她什么都不管用。
Also, Daniel cannot miss school. 而且丹尼尔也不能缺课。
Exams are approaching and his greatet desire is to pass. 考试快来了 他很希望能通过。
I only ask you to take care of him. 我只希望你能照顾好他。
Don't make him study too hard. 别让他学得太累了。
I can't live, I can't sleep. 我吃不好，睡不好。
I dread he may get sick because of you. 总担心他会落下什么病 因为你
Or because of me. 或是因为我。
But you really... 但你真的那么……
So I was wrong. 是我错了。
You really love Daniel that much? 你真的那么爱丹尼尔吗？
Nobody knows how much I love my son. 你不知道我有多爱 我儿子。
Then why did you create this quarrel between us? 那你为何还要在我们之间 建起藩篱？
A son always brings people together, 孩子总能让家庭和睦，
but you have turned Daniel into an abyss between us. 可你把丹尼尔变成了 我们之间的裂痕。
I don't know if I contributed. 我知道我也有错的地方。
But you have to understand me. 但你必须体谅。
Your coldness made me a father and nothing else. 你的冷淡让我只能做 一个父亲。
I love my son with all the passion that you have denied me. 我把我的爱都倾注在儿子身上 因为你拒绝了我。
You don't need to explain anything to me, Guillermo. 你不用解释，吉利尔莫。
I understand you very well. 我懂你。
This trip can be a chance for us to get united again. 这次旅行也许是个契机 让我们重归于好。
The three of us, in another place. Another environment. 我们三个人，一个新的地方。 换一个环境。
No, Guillermo. Mexico is not for us. 不，吉利尔莫。墨西哥城不适合我们。
Wait for my arrival. 等我回来。
You don't need to bring me to the airport. 你不用送我去机场。
Go back to work. 回去上班吧。
See you soon. 回头见。
INSANE ASYLUM 精神病院
Is she fine? Tell me the truth, Doctor. 她还好吗？跟我说实话，大夫。
Is she out of danger? 脱离危险了吗？
Well, we saved her. 怎么说呢，我们救了她。
But you may be shocked by her appearance. 可她目前的状况 你可能接受不了。
She would be better off dead. 她还不如死掉。
It would be better for her. 这可能对她更好。
Your mother has a strong physical resistance, 你母亲有很强的抵抗力，
and these patients live many years. 这种情况的患者可以存活很多年。
Wouldn't there be a way, a medical one, out of mercy? 不是有一种方法， 药物的那种，让人体面的走？
Euthanasia? No, ma'am. 安乐死？不，夫人。
A doctor's main duty is to know he has no right over any human life, 作为医生的基本信念就是 无权决定任何人的命运，
no matter how painful it is. 无论那有多痛苦。
Forgive me, Doctor. I am in distress. 抱歉，大夫。 我悲伤过头了。
What happened? 怎么造成的？
You may probably know how your mother has always been fascinated with fire. 你可能知道你母亲多容易 被火吸引。
We weren't careful enough, we don't know how, 我们不够谨慎， 也不知道她怎么做到的，
but she ended up with a matchbox. 她藏了一盒火柴。
She set her clothes on fire and fortunately we could save her. 她把自己的衣服点燃了 所幸我们及时救下了她。
Doctor, where does this attraction with fire comes from? 大夫，这种对火的依恋是 从何而来？
From a scientific point of view, I cannot tell. 从科学的方面， 我很难解答。
But we have some data. 不过我们有一些资料。
Some pyromaniacs have a great guilt complex. 一些纵火狂具有 很强的负罪感。
Maybe they burn everything, even themselves, 也许他们想烧掉一切， 包括他们自己，
for some mystical symbolism where they use the flames 是为了用火焰 创造某种神秘的图腾
to purify them from the guilt they have created. 去净化他们自己的罪恶。
Your mother's case is very special. 你母亲的案例非常特殊。
She came here 16 years ago. 她16年前来到这。
Precisely, because she tried to burn her house while in a stage of sleepwalking. 准确地说，因为她在梦游的时候 点燃了整座房子。
I know that already! 这些我都知道！
Sorry for the inconvenience. 抱歉打扰了。
Thank you. 谢谢你。
I should be sorry. I didn't think my words would hurt you, since this is VERY REAL. 我才应该抱歉。我没想过我的话会伤害您。 毕竟这些对您还历历在目。
Yes. 是啊。
Something... very real. 非常……真切。
Doctor, can I ask you something? 医生，我能问你点事吗？
Yes, of course. Take a seat, please. 当然。 请坐。
Your full name? 您的全名？
It's not about me, Doctor. 不是我，医生。
It's that... 是这样……
-I have a son. -A son? -我有个儿子。 -你儿子？
I know I didn't have the right to bring him into the world. 我知道我没权利把他带到这个世界。
With this goddamned heredity. 这被诅咒的血脉。
It was always my obsession. 这曾让我十分惶恐。
I would never forgive myself if I had a child 如果我的孩子 最后落到这里
that would end up in this asylum. 我将永远不会原谅自己。
Do you understand me, Doctor? 你能明白吗，大夫？
Yes, ma'am. But calm down and sit down. 是的，夫人。 别着急，请坐。
Calm down and tell me everything. 放松，和我谈谈。
Seeing how nervous you are, I think you have never told that to anybody, 瞧瞧您多激动， 您可能从没和人谈过这些，
and it would do you good. 说出来会好些。
So, before you got married, you already had this obsession. 那么，在您结婚前， 就一直有这种恐惧。
Yes, Doctor. 是的，大夫。
Every man rejected me, when they found out I was a crazy woman's daughter. 每个人男人都会远离我，当他们 知道我是一个疯女人的女儿。
So I decided to shut up. 所以我决定保守这个秘密。
To hide my heredity as you hide a sin. 藏起我的血脉 好像这是我的原罪。
Once, I fell in love with a man. 曾经，我爱上了一个男人。
The only love of my life. 我一生唯一的挚爱。
I had decided to never have a son, 我决定绝不生孩子，
so I could end with this damned lineage forever. 这样我就可以永远断绝 这一脉的诅咒。
But he looked so in love with me, 但他爱我如此之深，
that I thought that he would cope with the pain of not having a family. 以致于我以为他会和我一起 放弃家庭的幻想。
One night, he invited me to a masked ball. 某个晚上，他邀请我去 一个假面舞会。
I knew that that night we would set the date for our marriage, 我们会在那晚确定婚期，
and wanted to be entirely honest with him. 我想彻底向他坦白。
What does this costume mean, Mauricio? 这装扮的是什么，莫利西奥？
Madness. 疯狂。
Are you worried tonight? 你在担心什么？
No, I am happy. 不，我很开心。
Do you remember this tune? 你还记得这个调子吗？
How nice you played it that day! 你那天弹得多棒！
I think that was the moment that I fell in love with you. 我知道我就在那时 爱上了你。
To me, you will always be in that music. 对于我来说，你永远 都在那段音乐里。
-Always? -Always. -永远？ -永远。
I was waiting for this ball to tell you something, 我一直在等这个舞会 好告诉你一些事，
and I can say it now. 现在正是时候。
The company is sending me to the USA with a perfect job, and... 公司要派我去美国， 给我一份完美的工作，我想……
... And? 想什么？
A man needs a wife. 一个男人需要妻子。
Yes, Marta. A man needs a wife. 是的，玛尔塔。 一个男人需要妻子。
A home. Children. 一个家庭，还有孩子。
It's the simplest and most wonderful rule in life. 那是最简单，最完美的 对生活的定义。
There's something I have never told you, Mauricio. 有些事我要告诉你，莫利西奥。
Is it serious? 重要吗？
You will judge whether it is serious or not. 你来评判这重要与否。
I cannot have any children. 我没法有孩子。
I see it is serious for you. Very serious. 看来对你来说 这非常重要。
Maybe stronger than love. 也许比爱还重要。
It is not about love, Marta. 这不是爱的问题，玛尔塔。
You know that a man's desire to continue his lineage is an instinct. 你知道男人要延续他的血脉 是他的本能。
So what are you saying? 那你要怎么决定？
Forgive me, Marta. 原谅我，玛尔塔。
But a home without children is no home. 可是没有孩子的家 不是家。
I was so sure of your love, 我如此确定你的爱，
that I was ready to tell you that... 我本想告诉你……
But we don't need any more words. 但看来也没有多余的话可说了。
Good-bye, Mauricio. 再见，莫利西奥。
Marta! 玛尔塔！
Don't you recognize me? 你不认识我了？
I am Guillermo Estrada. 我是吉利尔莫·艾斯特拉达。
Remember. 记得吗？
We met a year ago in this very same ball. 我们一年前 在同样的舞会见过。
I had just arrived from South America. 我刚从南美洲回来。
Oh, yes, I remember. But forgive me. 哦，是，我记得。 但请原谅。
Wait a moment, please. 请等一下。
I have been waiting for this chance to talk to you alone. 我一直期望能单独和你谈谈。
Forgive me, I don't have manners. 请原谅我，我的莽撞。
Maybe since I am an engineer I go straight to things 因为我是个工程师 所以我总是有话直说
and I am not an expert in love. 我也不是什么爱情专家。
Love. 爱情。
You say it as if it were an empty word. 您的语气 好像它只是个词汇。
Without any meaning. 没有任何意义。
Isn't it so? 难道不是吗？
No, Marta. 不，玛尔塔。
Life gives you many surprises. 生命给了你很多惊喜。
Maybe I am one of them. 也许我就是其中之一。
You do go straight to things. 你可真是有话直说。
I saw you wanting to leave and I cannot lose my chance. 我看到你要离开 所以我得抓住机会。
Imagine what it means to me. 想象一下这对我意味着什么。
I work in Poza Rica. 我在波萨里卡工作。
I came tonight only to find you again in this ball. 我今晚到这来就是 为了你。
I would like to believe you. 你说是就是吧。
So you would not believe me if I told you 那你可能更不会相信我
that I am in love with you ever since I met you? 自从上次见到你 我就爱上了你。
-No -Why? -不。 -为什么？
Because I don't think I have done anything 因为我不觉得我有什么
to make you fall in love with me. 可让你爱的。
Love does miracles, Marta. 爱情自会有奇迹，玛尔塔。
It is always inside, hidden. 它总是潜移默化。
We don't even realize it. 在我们还未察觉之时，
But there it is. 它已到眼前。
The miracle happens, when suddenly, without a reason, 奇迹就发生了，突然的， 没有任何理由。
your head overwhelms you. 你会被情感淹没。
I know this is no place to talk. 我知道这不是谈心的时候。
I leave tomorrow in the first plane. 可我明天一早就要走了。
But if you want to meet me tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, 但如果你想见我 明天，或者后天，
I will wait. 我会等你。
What for? 等什么？
It would be useless. 没用的。
Also, I cannot meet with you. Never. 我不会再见你。永远。
Good night. 晚安。
Jacinta, what happened? 杰西塔，怎么啦？
-My mother, right? -Yes, ma'am. -我的妈妈，是吗？ -是的，小姐。
She set her room on fire. 她把屋子点着了。
But fortunately, nothing happened to her. 幸好她自己没事。
Not even a scratch. 毫发无伤。
So, the ambulance? 那救护车呢？
Because, then she had an attack. 因为当警察来的时候
And since the police had to come, 她又发作了，
they took her. 他们抓了她。
I cannot stand this horror anymore, Jacinta. 我没法再忍受这些了，杰西塔。
I leave this house and this damned city forever. 我要永远离开这受诅咒的 房子和城市。
And where will you go? With whom? 那你去哪呢？ 去找谁呢？
With a man who claims he loves me. 一个男人，他说他爱我。
Who is he? 他是谁？
I don't know exactly. 我不认识。
And I don't care. 我也不在乎。
But I swear that I will never come back to Mexico City. 但我发誓我再也不回来了。
Never. 绝不。
We got married shortly after in Poza Rica. 我们很快在 波萨里卡结了婚。
At the beginning, our marriage was easy. 刚开始，我们很自在。
He was perfect with me, 他对我无微不至，
and I tried to return some of his great kindness. 我想回报一些 他对我的温情。
Until the day I realized I was going to be a mother. 直到有一天 我发现我成了母亲。
He took it as one of love's miracles. 他把这当成了爱的奇迹。
Because I had told him I could not have children. 因为我曾和他说 我们不会有孩子。
But, to me... 但对我来说……
To me, it was the horror again. 这又是噩梦的开始。
The anxiety for bringing a son to the world 想到我要将一个孩子带来世界
that sooner or later would end up in this asylum. 却最终落到这里的恐惧。
You cannot understand the struggle, Doctor. 你不明白那种煎熬，医生。
Because my maternal instinct was very strong, too. 当然也因为我的母爱太过强烈。
However, 无论怎样，
one day I tried to stop him from getting born. 我决定打掉他。
I went to see one of those dirty women 我去见了那些肮脏的女人，
and Guillermo found me. 吉尔利莫抓到了我。
It was our first clash. 这是我们第一次冲突。
He didn't know anything that was going in my head. 他完全不了解我内心的挣扎。
He probably saw a monster in me. 多半以为我是被魔鬼附身
He was completely disappointed. 彻底失望。
Depressed. 一蹶不振。
I felt then like a criminal. 都是我的错。
With no right to kill a son that was not born yet, 没有权利去杀死一个 未出生的儿子。
and to hurt a man that loved me so much. 伤害一个爱我的男人 如此之深。
I thought that maybe, 我以为也许，
maybe there was still hope for everybody. 也许还有希望。
I could make Guillermo happy. 我可以让吉利尔莫幸福。
And maybe being a mother would turn me into a different woman. 也许成为母亲 会让我变一个人。
It would get rid of this anguish forever. 将这段伤痛就此掩埋。
And that's how Daniel was born. 然后达尼尔出生了。
And that's how I made the biggest mistake in my life. 这是我这辈子最大的错误。
Because I haven't had a minute of peace ever since. 因为我再没有过一刻安宁。
Probably, 或许，
all mothers analyze their sons from the day they are born. 所有母亲都会 检视他们的孩子。
But I couldn't sleep, looking at him. 而我是废寝忘食地盯着他。
Trying to get into his little brain. 想钻进他的小脑袋里。
Every single day was worse. 一天更胜一天。
I analyzed his childhood, 我检视他幼时的一言一行，
and compared it with my younger brother's one. 同我弟弟比较。
If he laughed too much, I shivered. 我害怕他笑得太多。
If he cried a lot, I thought the moment had come. 又害怕他哭得太多。
And then... 以及……
The silent but deadly fight between me and Guillermo for Daniel. 因他引发的 我和吉尔利莫的冷战。
Because his methods jeopardize Daniel's mental health. 怕他的理论会把 丹尼尔带上歧途。
He makes him study until he is exhausted, 他会逼他学习到 精疲力尽，
wishing that he becomes a great man. 渴望他可以成为什么大人物。
But I want the opposite! 可我正相反！
Freedom, fresh air, no mental disturbances! 自由，新鲜空气， 心灵的平静！
I don't ever want to see my son here! 我绝不要我的孩子落到这里！
Well, ma'am. Until now you have told me about your anguish, your fears. 好的，夫人。您已经向我讲述了 您的全部焦虑和恐惧。
But not about any clear symptom of your son. 却没有说您儿子的 任何症状。
His incredible intelligence. 他非常的聪明。
My brother was told he was a genius when he was 15. 我弟弟也曾在15岁的时 被人这么说。
When he was 20, he was in a sanitarium. 等到20时， 他就疯了。
In your son it can be natural intelligence. 可能您的儿子 是很自然的聪慧。
No. 不。
He is so impressionable, so sensitive. 他太过脆弱，太敏感了。
There are many impressionable and sensitive people in this world. 这个世界上有很多 脆弱且敏感的人啊。
And they are normal, ma'am. 而且他们非常正常，夫人。
But there is something worse, Doctor. 还有更糟的，大夫。
Before I came here, I found out that he is a sleepwalker. 在我来之前，我发现 他是一个梦游者。
You know my mother was one, too. 你知道我妈也是。
Isn't a clear symptom? 这还不算明确的症状吗？
Not exactly, ma'am. 不全是，夫人。
Sleepwalking can be caused by many reasons. 梦游可能由很多因素引起。
In children, for example, 就儿童来说，举个例子，
it is often caused by an emotional distress, 经常由情感焦虑所引起，
usually caused by their parents. 通常由父母造成。
They find in their dreams the affection they don't get in the real life. 他们将自己躲进梦里 不愿回到真实世界。
If you had seen him, standing on those stairs, 如果您见到他，站在那楼梯上，
with those empty eyes, 那空洞的眼神，
hollow, like my mother's eyes. 好似我母亲的双眼。
I am so afraid, Doctor. 我好害怕，大夫。
OK, ma'am, let's do something. 好的，夫人。交给我们吧。
Bring your son here. 把您的儿子带过来。
Here? 这？
Where she is? 关她的地方？
My brother's grave? 埋葬我弟弟的地方？
Where in every corner of this city lies a memory of my horrible childhood? 每个角落都藏着我恐怖的童年的城市？
Not even for your child would you stop being scared of this city? 为了你的孩子 你会克服这些恐惧吗？
OK 好吧。
I will have to think about that. 我好好想想。
Think about it, it's for the best. 好好想想，这是最好的办法。
Here is my address and my phone number. 这是我的地址和电话。
Anytime you need me, I am here for you. 任何时候你有需要， 都可以找我。
Thank you very much, Doctor. 非常感谢，医生。
Please file this clinical history. 请归档这个病历。
It would be good to study her. 她很值得研究。
An interesting case? 一个特别的案例？
She is afraid for her child's mental health 她担心她孩子的心理健康，
and I am afraid for her's. 而我却担心她的。
Marta! 玛尔塔！
Mauricio! I never expected... 莫利西奥！真没想到……
-...to see me again? -Even less to find you here. -……能再见到我？ -更没想到在这。
What a strange coincidence. 真是奇妙的巧合。
Not so much. I am going to Poza Rica. 也不算吧。我正要去波萨里卡。
What for? 去干吗？
When I came back from abroad, I started working at Petroleos Mexicanos. 我回国后， 就开始为墨西哥石油工作。
They need an engineer to visit Poza Rica. 他们需要个工程师 到波萨里卡去。
Knowing that you live there, 得知你就住在那里，
I proposed myself, wishing to see you again. 我立刻请缨， 希望能再见到你。
Why did you say that? 你为什么说这些？
Between two ex-lovers, there can only be forget. 十年生死两茫茫 不思量
Did you manage to forget me? 你已经忘了我吗？
I didn't. 我可没有。
I have searched for love everywhere. 我找遍世界的女人，
In many women. 去寻找爱。
But I could never find it. 可我仍孤单一人。
Because I realized too late that you were love. 虽然一切都太晚了， 但我意识到我爱的
Only you. 只有你。
How could I lose you, desiring a child that I never had? 我当初怎能拒绝你，只因为 你不能有孩子？
Why should we stir up the past? 我们何必纠缠过往呢？
Because if there is fire still there it will come back to life stronger. 因为只要那里还有一点星火 都会燎原的。
I have no fire left. 我已经没有火了。
You know I am married, don't you? 我已经结婚了，你知道吗？
Do you love your husband? 你爱他吗？
-Yes. -Don't lie. -爱。 -你说谎。
-I am not lying! -So why are you trembling? -我没有！ -那你为什么颤抖？
-Leave me alone, Mauricio. -Should I drive you home? -别管我，莫利西奥。 -我送你回家
No, thanks. 不，谢谢。
Don't try to find me in Poza Rica. 别再找我了。
Forget that you saw me again. 忘了你见过我。
Forget about this. 忘了这一切。
You cannot stop us from seeing each other again. 你没法阻止我见你。
Señor Estrada! 艾斯特拉达先生！
Let me introduce you, Engineers De la Torre and Estrada. 让我向你介绍， 工程师德拉托雷和艾斯特拉达。
-Nice to meet you. -You too. -很高兴认识你。 -我也是。
Mr. De la Torre just came here from Mexico City to talk with you. 德拉托雷先生 刚从墨西哥城来找你。
He came to the office and the Superintendent told me to bring him here. 他去了办公室， 主管让我带他来这。
You came here from Mexico to talk with me? 你大老远从城里来， 就为了找我？
I don't understand. Tell me how can I help you. 我不太明白 我能有什么效劳吗？
The management at Petroleos saw the blueprints of your new drill 集团管理层看了你的钻头蓝图，
and is sending me to see if it is as good in practice as it is in theory. 他们叫我来看看这个方案 能否践行。
I am surprised. 真没想到。
-So my model was that interesting? -That's why I am here. -他们这么感兴趣？ -我为此而来。
If it is true, it will mean big savings for our company. 如果这能成型， 将会为公司节约一大笔钱。
I personally have much confidence. 我个人对它有很大信心。
I studied your blueprints thoroughly and would like to see the drill now. 我充分研究了你的蓝图， 我想看看钻头。
Whenever you want to. Tonight, if you'd like. 随时可以。 今晚就可以。
It's fine with me. 我都行。
I can pick you up from the hotel at around 7:30. 我7:30去酒店接你。
-Perfect. See you tonight. -See you tonight. -完美。那晚上见。 -晚上见。
-See you. -See you. Hey! -回见。 -回见。嘿！
-Will you have dinner with us? -With pleasure. -你要来我家吃晚饭吗？ -荣幸之至。
Hello ma'am. I want to talk with the Guillermo Estrada house. 你好，女士。请帮我接 吉尔利莫·艾斯特拉达家。
Thank you. 谢谢。
Jacinta, I have a guest for dinner tonight. 杰西塔，今天晚饭我们有个客人。
Make something special. 做点特别的。
Yes. But don't you want to talk with the Mrs.? 好的，先生。您想和夫人说话吗？
What? She's back? 什么？她回来了？
What time? 什么时候？
Put her through. 让她接。
So, Marta... 呃，玛尔塔……
Why didn't you tell me you were coming back? 你为什么不告诉我你回来了？
-How is your mother? -It was nothing serious. -你妈妈怎么样了？ -没什么大事。
She's fine now. 她好多了。
Well, I am glad. 好，那很好。
I was looking forward to your arrival after our farewell. 我一直期待再见你…… 自从上次分别。
I don't understand. 你什么意思？
What was so special about our farewell? 那分别有什么特别吗？
But tell me, Guillermo, 快告诉我，吉尔利莫，
-How is Daniel? -He is fine. -丹尼尔怎么样了？ -他很好。
He has exams now. 他正考试呢。
I hope he passes. 我希望他能过。
The way you make him study, I am sure he will. 就冲你这么逼他， 他肯定能过。
See you tonight then. 那晚上见。
You hadn't played for quite some time. 你好久没弹了。
You didn't forget anything. You still play very well. 你毫不生疏。 弹得还是那么好。
No, Jacinta. 不，杰西塔。
My fingers are too old now. Like the keys in this piano. 我的关节都生锈了。 就像这钢琴琴键。
Can you hear that it is deaf? 这个键坏了，你没听到吗？
Pianos, like souls, become deaf with time. 琴键也好，灵魂也好， 都会随时间腐朽。
When there is nothing that makes them vibrate. 因为再没什么 能使他们驿动。
That's my wife. 那是我妻子。
She hadn't played for some time. 她很久没弹了。
Marta. 玛尔塔。
Let me introduce you to our engineer De la Torre. 让我向你介绍 我们的工程师德拉托雷。
My pleasure. 幸会。
At your feet, ma'am. 为您效劳，夫人。
You were playing a very beautiful melody. 您演奏了一首 非常美的曲子。
I hadn't heard it in ages. And very well played, too. 我很久没听到了。 弹得很好。
Not at all. 哪里哪里。
I was trying to remember it because I had completely forgot it. 我尽量去回忆， 几乎都忘光了。
He came from Mexico City to see my new drill prototype. 他从墨西哥城来， 看我的钻头模型。
Oh, really? 哦，是吗？
You should change clothes. 你该去换换衣服。
I guess you won't sit in our table wearing those clothes. 你不会想穿成这样 坐在餐桌前吧。
You are right. 你说得对。
Forgive me, Mister. 请原谅，先生。
I was so surprised I forgot my manners. 我很惊讶我的礼貌都去哪了。
It won't be long. 不会太久。
How did you dare to come here? 你怎么敢到这来？
I told you to forget I exist. 我告诉你忘了我。
Or did you come out of unhealthy curiosity? 还是你有什么病态 的好奇？
No, Marta. 不，玛尔塔。
My motives are not low. 我没那么龌龊。
In all these years of absence I had an obsession. 这些年不在你身边 令我辗转反侧，
That maybe, by making myself unhappy, 让我苦闷难过，
I made you unhappy too. 也让你很难过。
You are wrong, then. 你错了。
Because I am entirely happy. 我很幸福。
I wanted to see that with my own eyes. 我要亲眼看到，
Your happiness, here at your home. 你所说的幸福家庭。
That place I didn't want to have. 我不曾有过的幸福。
You are looking at it now. 你正看着呢。
If this is so, I swear I will get away from you forever. 如果真是如此， 我发誓我会永远离开。
Dad! 爸爸！
Mother! 妈妈！
I didn't expect you so soon. 我没想到你这么快就回来了。
-How is Grandma? -She's fine. -姥姥（外婆）怎么样了？ -她没事。
I didn't know you had a son, ma'am. 我不知道你还有个儿子，夫人。
Sorry. My son Daniel, Mr. De la Torre. 抱歉。我儿子丹尼尔， 这是德拉托雷先生。
-Your father's friend. -Nice to meet you. -你爸爸的朋友。 -很高兴认识您。
He looks more like you than like your husband. 他长得更像你。
Nice to meet you, Daniel. 很高兴认识你，丹尼尔。
I envy your father for having such a grown-up son. 我嫉妒你爸爸 有个这么大的儿子。
Where is Dad? 爸爸去哪了？
-In his room. -If you excuse me. -在他房间。 -请您原谅。
Wait, Daniel. 等等，丹尼尔。
You passed, I suppose. 你考试过了，是吗。
-Yes, Mother. -Let me see your grades. -是的，妈妈。 -让我看看你的毕业证书。
Straight A's. 全是优。
-Take it. -Thank you, Mother. -拿着吧。 -谢谢，妈妈。
I will show them to Dad. If you will excuse me. 我会把它拿给爸爸， 如果您允许。
Why did you lie to me? 你为什么骗我？
Why did you tell me that night that you couldn't have any children? 你那晚为什么告诉我 你不可能有孩子？
It wasn't exactly a lie. 那不全是谎言。
It's just that... 那只是……
The doctor told me if I had children I was jeopardizing my life. 医生说我如果想要孩子 会有生命危险。
And that's what happened. 事实就是如此。
Daniel's birth was worse than death. 丹尼尔的出生比死还难过。
I am very happy, son. 我太高兴了，儿子。
But I was expecting it. 我早知道会这样。
Do you want to drink something before we have dinner? 餐前你想喝点什么吗？
I am fine, thanks. 不用了，谢谢。
So, can we go to the table, then? 那我们上桌吧，如何？
I hope you can forgive me but the dinner will be a bit late. 我请您原谅， 晚餐还要等一会。
It's OK. 没关系。
If you like, I can show you the drill and explain how it works. 如果你乐意，我们可以看看钻头原型 以及它的工作原理。
-Of course. If you excuse us, ma'am. -Sure. -好的。请原谅，夫人。 -当然。
Why is this engineer here, Mom? 妈妈，这个工程师来干嘛？
To find your father's talent. 来看你爸爸的天才发明。
Let's go over there to drink coffee. It's less warm there. 来杯咖啡吧。 那边凉快点。
After having seen the drill and your explanations, I am convinced it will be a success. 我感觉我被说服了， 那肯定能成功。
I want to let you know that I have instructions from General Management, 我想你也知道 我有最高管理层的指示，
that once we have tested your invention's effectiveness, 一旦我们测试通过 确定你的发明有效，
you should move immediately to Mexico City. 你就要立刻搬去墨西哥城。
To Mexico? Why? 去城里？为什么？
To create a factory for your drill model. 为你的钻头建一个工厂。
You will be the plant manager. 你做经理。
Aren't you happy, Marta? 你不开心吗，玛尔塔？
What I don't understand is, why it has to be in Mexico. 我不明白为什么非要在墨西哥城。
You've already built a drill here. 你在这不是已经造出来了。
If this "famous" tests give good results, 如果这个“非同凡响”的测试成功了，
I don't see why you can't continue building them here. 我看不出来你为什么 不能在这多造几个。
But don't you realize it's not just 2 or 3 drills? 你没明白 这不是造2、3个钻头。
-It is something big. -Yes, mother, a huge factory! -大得多。 -是的，妈妈，一座大工厂！
This conversation is not for kids. 这话题不适合孩子。
Also, it's late. Go to bed. 太晚了。该睡觉了。
Go, Daniel. 去吧，丹尼尔。
-Good night. -Good night. -晚安。 -晚安。
I think it's time for me to leave as well. 我看我也该走了。
Thank you very much. 非常感谢。
So, Engineer? 那么，工程师？
Tomorrow we will start drilling the well, 明天我们就开始钻井，
and in 15 days you will see an oil stream. 15天内你就能看到 石油喷涌而出。
-I assure you. -I hope so. -我向你保证。 -希望如此。
-Good night. -Good night. -晚安。 -晚安。
-See you tomorrow. -See you tomorrow. -明天见。 -明天见。
I will start giving orders so that everything is ready. 我会把一切准备妥当。
Can't you control your hatred even in front of strangers? 你就不能在陌生人面前 稍微控制一下？
I just get exasperated by your ridiculous projects and your delusions of grandeur. 我被你那荒谬的计划和不切实际的幻想 给气死了。
They are not delusions, Marta! 那不是幻想，玛尔塔！
They are a hope now. 那是愿景。
And in 15 days, a reality. 15天后，就是现实。
I don't think so! I'll never believe in you. 别逗了！ 我才不信。
I don't care anymore whether you believe in me. 我才不在乎你信不信。
I only want my son to believe in me! 我只要我儿子相信我。
Now I know I am not a weak man. 我不再是个懦弱的男人了。
That was due to your daily influence. 都因为你没日没夜的嘲讽。
I am strong, Marta! 我变强了，玛尔塔！
I will succeed, and you will see it. 我会成功的，你看着好了。
And you know whom will I owe it to? 你知道我要感谢谁吗？
To you! 你！
You locked your room's door pushing me towards my work. 你关上房门把我推向了工作。
You've been a strange muse. 你是个奇异的缪斯。
A cold one! 冷酷无情！
But a muse in the end. 但总归是个缪斯。
Thank you, Marta. 我要谢谢你，玛尔塔。
Is Mr. De la Torre back yet? 德拉托雷先生回来了吗？
There's nothing left between you two. 你们之间已经恩断义绝。
Tonight, at some point I sensed that you hate him. 今晚，在某个时刻我感觉 你恨他。
I hate him sometimes. 我恨他。
Why? 为什么？
Because... 因为……
Because of Daniel. 因为丹尼尔。
He made me have Daniel risking my own life. 他逼我冒着生命危险 生下他。
He begged me, he asked me, he almost forced me to. 他求我，他命令我， 他几乎是强迫我。
And now he has total control over him. 而他现在完全控制了他。
And this is not stopping. 这还不算完。
There will come a day when my son hates me. 总有一天 我的儿子也会恨我。
You saw that yourself today. 你今天也看到了。
You have suffered that much? 你吃了这么多苦？
You can't imagine. I had to harden in order to live. 你无法想象。 我只有跟他对着干。
But you can't live forever with a rock in your heart. 但我无法永远硬撑下去。
That's why today, when I called you, 所以我才给你打电话。
I saw you as a salvation. 你是我的救世主。
You do that to me. 你是来救我的。
Have you really not forgotten me? 你真的没忘了我？
Do you think you can forget the image you carry inside you all the time? 你相信我对你的爱意长埋心底 永志不忘吗？
I believe you, Mauricio! 我相信你，莫利西奥！
And that's why I want to ask you something. 所以我求你帮帮我。
What? 什么？
Bring Guillermo down. 搞垮吉尔利莫。
Say that his projects are stupid. 告诉他，那模型很蠢。
That this goddamned invention is just a loser's dream. 他那该死的发明 就是个愚蠢的梦。
He will have to stay here forever. 他会永远留在这。
And not think again about going to Mexico City. 再也不会妄想到墨西哥城去。
Bring him down, Mauricio! 击垮他，莫利西奥！
You're asking me the only thing that I cannot do. 这是我唯一不能做的事。
I am an honest man. 我是个诚实的人。
If his project works, I have to say so. 如果他的钻头成功，我必须认同。
Do it for me. 为了我。
Ask me anything but that. 除了这个，让我做什么都可以。
How else could you help me, then? 还能有什么办法？
We live in an era of freedom. 这是个自由的时代。
Nobody is forcing you to live with a man you don't love. 没人能强迫你同一个 你不爱的人生活在一起。
-There is divorce. -Yes. -离婚。 -是的。
Divorce would save me, 离婚可以解放我，
but I would lose Daniel. 可是我也会失去丹尼尔。
And my son needs me so much, Mauricio. 我的儿子那么需要我， 莫利西奥。
So much! 非常需要！
And I cannot live without him. 没有他，我活不了。
I would never take him away from Guillermo. 我没法带他离开吉利尔莫。
Guillermo controls his will. 吉利尔莫控制了他。
He made him weak so he could dominate him. 他使他孱弱 就可以操控他。
If only I could make him love me. 除非我可以令他爱我。
Leave Mauricio, leave! 快走 莫利西奥，快走！
Daniel! 丹尼尔！
Did that man leave, Mom? 那个男人走了吗，妈妈？
Yes, Daniel. 是的，丹尼尔。
Will he come back? 他还会回来吗？
Do you want him to come back? 你要他回来吗？
Yes. 是的。
Because he found Dad's talent, 因为他看到了爸爸的才能，
and will bring us to Mexico City. 会带我们去墨西哥城。
No, Daniel. 不，丹尼尔。
We shouldn't go to Mexico. Neither me nor you. 我们不去墨西哥城。 无论你还是我。
I would suffer so much. 我会受太多苦。
Do you want to see me suffer? 你想看到我受苦吗？
No, Mom. 不，妈妈。
So you have to change. 那你必须改变自己。
Try to love me more. 试着多爱我。
Do everything I told you to. 听我的话。
Oppose to your father's will. 不要听你爸爸的。
Because it is causing us pain. So much pain! 他会让我们受苦。 受很多罪！
You have to understand me. You are not a child anymore. 你必须听我的。 你不是小孩子了。
Yes, Mom. 是的，妈妈。
-Will you remember tomorrow? -I will. -你明早还能记住吗？ -能的。
Now go back to your bed. 现在去睡吧。
Forgive me, my son. 原谅我，我的儿子。
But it is for your own good. 这是为你好。
It has to be. 只能这样。
What happened today, my son? 你怎么了，孩子？
You never wake up so late. 你从没起过这么晚。
Is it too late? 很晚了吗？
We barely have time to go to the well. 我们将将够时间去井上。
Come on, have your breakfast quickly. 快点，把饭吃了。
My calculations cannot be wrong. 我的计算不会错。
Look. 瞧。
We start drilling today. 我们今天开始钻。
Day three. 三号。
I estimate that the drill will dig up to half a meter in the middle strata. 我预计能钻到岩层中部半米。
-The well we are about to drill... -What do I know about that, Dad? -这次我们要钻的井…… -我能懂什么，爸爸？
I know you don't know. 我知道你不懂。
But you always liked to listen to me. 但你总爱听我说这些。
What's wrong with you today, Daniel? 你今天怎么了，丹尼尔？
Nothing, why? 没什么，怎么了？
You are odd. Are you sick? 你有点反常。 是不是生病了？
-Let me see. -Leave me! -让我看看。 -别碰我！
You are like Jacinta, always checking whether I am sick or not. 你就像杰西塔， 老是问我是不是病了。
-What? -That you think like our maid sometimes. -什么？ -你有时真像个保姆。
-What is this? -Nothing. -你说什么？ -没有。
The problem is that you always treat me like a small child. 你老是把我当小孩子看。
These words aren't yours, Daniel. 这不像你说的话，丹尼尔。
I know where you got them from and I don't want to say it. 我知道你从哪学来的 可我不想说。
Luckily things will be different in Mexico City. 等到了墨西哥城一切都会好。
And what if I don't want to go there? 那如果我不想去呢？
-What are you saying? -That I don't want to come anymore. -你在说什么呢？ -我不想去了。
It's the first time this happens between us. 我俩从没这样过。
Don't you realize you see me as an enemy? 你在把我当敌人吗？
No, Dad. 不，爸爸。
Forgive me. 请原谅我。
It's alright. 没事的。
Let's forget everything. 别管这些了。
Have your breakfast and let's go. 吃完饭我们走。
My first dream that comes true. 我第一个梦要实现了。
To start using my drill. 用我的钻头钻井。
-Good morning, Guillermo. -Good morning. -早上好，吉尔利莫 -早上好。
Good morning, Daniel. How are you? 早上好，丹尼尔。 你好吗？
You look great. 你看起来好极了。
-Should we go? -No. -走吗？ -不。
I mean, I will come later. 我是说，我晚点去。
I will have breakfast with Mom. 我想和妈妈吃早饭。
As you like it. 随便你。
Come here, Mom. 妈妈，你过来。
I dreamed about you last night. 我昨晚做了个梦。
What was your dream about? 你梦到什么？
Tell me. 告诉我。
Put your hands on my forehead, Mom. 摸摸我的额头，妈妈
I like it. 我喜欢这样。
I dreamed that you didn't want to go to Mexico with my father. 我梦见你不想和父亲去墨西哥城。
Father? 父亲？
You used to call him Dad. 你以前叫他爸爸。
What else did you dream about? 你还梦到什么？
You told me I wasn't a child anymore. 你说我不再是小孩子了。
I liked that very much. 我很高兴。
It's true. You are not a child anymore. 是的。你不是小孩子了。
You are a man who has to defend his mother. 你是个保护自己妈妈的男人。
Mothers protect their children when they are kids. 当孩子还小的时候 母亲会保护他们。
And sons defend their mothers when they become men. 当孩子成了男人 他们会保护自己的母亲。
-It's Luis! -So? -是路易斯！ -怎么了？
I promised my father I would go to the well. 我答应过父亲要去油井的。
But you are on holidays. 可你在放假啊。
Come on, go have fun with Luis. -Thank you. 得了，去和路易斯玩吧。 -谢谢您。
-Bye, Mom. -Bye, Daniel. -再见，妈妈。 -再见，丹尼尔。
-Ready? -Good luck. -准备好了？ -祝你好运。
Thank you. 谢谢你。
My most sincere congratulations. 我最诚挚的祝贺。
-I had faith in you ever since I saw your project. -Thank you very much. -第一次看到你的模型，我就对你有信心。 -非常感谢。
I will inform General Management immediately. 我马上知会高层。
Now get some rest. You need it. 现在去休息吧，你应得的。
I will pass by your house tomorrow to arrange your transfer to Mexico City. 我明天会路过你家 顺便帮你安排去墨西哥城的事宜。
-Is it OK? -But of course! I will be waiting for you. -方便吗？ -当然！我等着你。
Maybe something happened to him, Mom? 也许他出了什么事呢，妈妈？
I don't think so. 不会的。
Maybe he's angry with me because I didn't go to the well? 可能他因为我没去矿井 生我气了？
I don't think so either. 也不是。
His invention was always more important to him that we were. 对他来说， 他的发明总是比我们重要。
I will go find him. 我要去找他。
You cannot go to those filthy places he goes to! 你不能去那些他去的 肮脏的地方。
-What places, Mom? -Forget about it. -什么地方，妈妈？ -没什么。
If he, as a father and a married man, doesn't feel shame going to those places, 即使他，一个父亲，一个已婚的男人 都不害臊去那种地方，
I, as a mother, will not open your eyes. 我身为一个母亲也不该告诉你。
Put me through to Mr. De la Torre. 帮我接德拉托雷先生。
Listen, Mauricio. 听着，莫利西奥。
I know everything and have made my mind. 我都想通了，我下了决心。
Today I will ask Guillermo to divorce. 今天我就要和吉利尔莫谈离婚。
What's wrong? 怎么了？
Didn't you want this? 这不是你想要的吗？
Of course. 当然。
This are best news. 这是最好的消息。
You know what it means for me. 对我意义重大。
But, did you think it through? 但你都想好了？
Completely. 是的。
What about Daniel? 丹尼尔怎么办？
Daniel is not a problem anymore. 丹尼尔不再是问题了。
Cheers, Engineer, and congratulations! 干杯，工程师，恭喜！
Thank you very much. 非常感谢。
Did you kill her yet? 你把她杀了吗？
-What are you talking about? -About her. -你在说什么？ -那个她。
You asked me to help you kill her from inside of you. 你叫我帮你杀的 在你心里的。
So, if you already killed her we can come to an understanding. 如果你已经杀了她， 我们还能……
Won't you buy me a drink? I want to celebrate with you too. 你不请我喝一杯吗？ 我也想和你们一起庆祝。
I kissed your mouth, you closed your eyes 【我吻你唇，你将双眼闭】
And you heaved a long sigh 【你长长地叹了口气】
We wrapped our arms 【我们双臂纠缠一起】
And when we were almost insane 【当我们忘乎所以】
We swore to love each other For all eternity. 【我们发誓相爱】 【永结同心】
So I told you all that that night. 我那晚和你说了这么多。
Yes. And the most shocking thing was that you told me I was death. 是啊。最绝的是， 你说我是死神。
I must have looked so stupid. 我肯定看起来很蠢。
The death of love. 爱的死神。
Hey, don't start again, please. 嘿，求你别又来了。
Don't worry. 别担心。
Things have changed now. 现在一切都变了。
I can assure you I am a different man. 向你保证，我是个不同的人了。
Of course. After drilling a well in 15 days. 那肯定。钻了15天井。
No, you are wrong. 不，你错了。
It wasn't 15 days. 不是15天。
But 15 years. 是15年。
15 years drilling. 15年钻啊
Drilling until I hit the bottom. 钻啊，直到井底。
Exactly my son's age. 正好是我儿子的年纪。
What? 什么？
My son! 我儿子！
Please, Daniel! 丹尼尔！我求你。
Leave him, Guillermo! 离他远点，吉尔利莫！
You have caused him enough pain. 你已经造成够多伤害了。
God knows in which place he found you. 上帝知道他在什么地方找到你。
What are you going to tell him? 你要怎么告诉他？
It's true. 是啊。
What can I tell him? 我该怎么说？
He is almost a child. 他还是个孩子。
But I can tell you. 但我可以告诉你。
Do you want to know why I went to those places? 你知道我为什么会去那种地方？
I was sick because of you. 都是因为你。
I even thought I had to tear my skin out to remove you from me and heal. 我甚至希望剥去我全身的皮囊， 将你从中抽离，一劳永逸。
For months, I tried to replace you, I was desperate, 这几个月，我试着找人取代你， 我绝望了，
I was crying in front of unknown women over dirty pillows. 我在肮脏的枕头上， 对着一个陌生女人哭泣。
But that is over. 不过都结束了。
I have no feelings for you. 我对你毫无感觉。
I will feel sorry for you once I forget your wickedness. 每次忘掉你的邪恶 我都会于心不忍。
But that will be all. 但都结束了。
I don't care about the reasons why you have gone to those places. 我根本不在乎 你为什么去那些地方。
There are much more important things to get straight between us. 咱们之间有比这紧要得多的事要谈。
Like what? 像是什么？
You have decided not to go to Mexico? 你决定不去墨西哥城了？
You are very smart. 你真聪明。
I am starting to believe in your talent. 我开始相信你有天赋了。
You will believe in it much more once you have moved there, 等你搬去那里以后 会更相信的，
because I forced you to do it. 因为你必须去。
Force? 必须？
Have you forgotten that we can divorce? 你忘了我们可以离婚吗？
I don't believe in divorce! 别跟我提离婚！
It would be too easy to break a man's life, bring him down and then divorce. 你以为轻松毁掉一个男人的生活， 打垮他之后就能和他离婚？
No. Why do you think I have lasted all these years without trying an easy way out? 不。你以为我为什么忍了这么多年 而不早点走这条最简单的路？
I have endured this darkness 我忍受这暗无天日
to make my son believe that he had a family. 就为了让我的儿子相信 他还有个家。
I knew you were a coward. 我早知道你是个懦夫。
But I never imagined you could go that far. 可我从没想过你会如此无耻。
Why don't you tell me the real reason why you want to keep me? 你为什么不承认你禁锢我的真实理由？
What do you mean? Speak! 你什么意思？说啊！
That you are like before. 你死性不改。
You love me. Though you don't say it. 你渴望我。尽管你不敢说。
Like when you were crying at my bedroom's door so I would let you in. 你在卧房门口向我哭诉 求我让你进来。
You are a viper! You disgust me! 你这毒蛇！ 你令我恶心！
If you hate me so much, 如果你这么恨我
why don't you grant me freedom? 为什么不给我自由？
Why do you want that? 你能做什么？
I still have a right to live. 我也有权去生活。
So much thinking about yourself and you never thought what I may suffer? 你总是想着你自己 却从没想过我受得折磨。
You don't know how it feels, not to love anybody. 你根本不懂那种感受， 没法去爱。
And to give up every hour of every day of every year of your youthhood, 每一年每一天地让你的美好青春
for somebody. 慢慢凋零。
To feel how your life is makingyou become an old woman. 眼睁睁看着生活把你折磨成一个老女人。
To know that you cannot be in love with anybody anymore. 确知自己不会再有人爱。
And that, despite all, you will keep on living. 即便如此， 你仍要继续活着。
It's too late for you. 对你来说太晚了。
I want the divorce so I can marry Mauricio! 我要跟你离婚 嫁给莫利西奥！
Did you do that behind my back? 你们是不是背着我？
No. 没有。
Mauricio always loved me in a pure way. 莫利西奥一直都纯洁的爱我。
Did you met him before? 你什么时候和他见过？
Before I met you. 早在你之前。
I see now. 是这样。
Mauricio's return, Daniel's change lately. 莫利西奥回来，丹尼尔就变了。
I don't know what you did but you turned him against me. 我不知道你让他中了什么邪 让他和我作对。
Maybe you sent him to that place so he would hate me. 没准是你送他去那个地方的 好让他恨我。
Yes, that's it. 果然是。
You work quietly like a spider. 你做起事来就像只蜘蛛。
And you had the perfect plan. 都计划好了。
The love of your life waiting, your son loving you and hating me. 你此生的最爱在等你， 你的儿子爱你又恨我。
You wanted everything, as if I did not exist. 你得到一切， 好像我从不存在。
As if I were killed. 好像我死了。
But you didn't count with me. 但你没料到我。
And you were so wrong! 你大错特错了！
I will never divorce. 我绝不会离婚的。
And I will not give Daniel up. 我也不会放弃丹尼尔。
I will marry Mauricio and Daniel will come with me. 我会嫁给莫利西奥 丹尼尔跟我。
Are you crazy? 你疯了吗？
Don't you say that word! 不许你说那个词！
Only a madwoman can come up with such an idea. 只有一个疯女人才会冒出 这种想法。
Look at these gray hairs! 你看看这些白头发！
Do you know what they mean? 你知道这是什么吗？
My love for you, given up every year! 我对你的爱，每年都在褪去！
And now you want your son and love. 现在你要你的儿子和爱情。
You will have to choose, like I did. 你必须做出选择，就像我一样。
Either love or Daniel. 要么爱情，要么丹尼尔。
Give me my son. 把我儿子还给我。
I ask you for his own good. 我求你这是为了他好。
What do you know about anybody's own good? 你知道个什么是为谁好？
You are a selfish woman. 你个自私自利的女人。
So I will tell you the truth. 那我就告诉你实情。
Daniel may be ill. 丹尼尔可能会生病。
Mentally ill. 心理疾病。
It's hereditary. 遗传的。
My brother died in the sanitarium, my mother is crazy. 我弟弟死在疯人院， 我妈妈也疯了。
I want to save him from madness! 我是救他免于疯狂！
Do you understand? 你明白吗？
You are great at looking for excuses. 你真的很会找借口。
Like when I met you and you told me you couldn't bear children. 就像当初你和我说 你要不了孩子。
-You don't believe me? -You don't believe me either. -不信我？ -你也不信我。
For the first time, we understand each other. 第一次，我们达成了共识。
So leave. 你走吧。
Because, as long as I am alive, I will not divorce you. 只要我活着， 你休想离婚。
And I will not give you Daniel. 我绝不给你丹尼尔。
And tomorrow we are going to Mexico. 明天我们就去墨西哥城。
As long as I am alive. 【只要我活着】
You work quietly like a spider. 【你做起事来就像只蜘蛛】
As long as I am alive. 【只要我活着】
I will marry Mauricio and Daniel will come with me. 【我会嫁给莫利西奥】 【丹尼尔跟我】
Are you crazy? 【你疯了吗？】
I am a coward. A coward! 我是个懦夫，一个懦夫！
I saw him hitting you and I couldn't protect you, Mom. 我看见他打你 却没能保护你，妈妈。
I couldn't protect you! 我没能保护你！
You have to protect me, Daniel. 你可以保护我，丹尼尔。
How, Mom? 怎么做，妈妈？
Stand up. 站起来。
Daniel, my son! 丹尼尔，我的儿子！
No! 不！
-Queen of confessors. -Pray for him. -告诫之母。 -为他祈祷。
-Queen of virgins. -Pray for him. -贞洁之母 -为他祈祷
-Queen of all saints. -Pray for him. -诸圣之母。 -为他祈祷。
-Queen conceived without original sin. -Pray for him. -无染原罪之母。 -为他祈祷。
Lamb of God, who takest away the sins of the world. 上帝的羔羊，不带一丝 世间的原罪。
Spare us, O Lord. 赦免我们，我主。
Lamb of God, who takest away the sins of the world. 上帝的羔羊，不带一丝 世间的原罪。
Graciously hear us, O Lord. 倾听我们，我主。
Lamb of God, who takest away the sins of the world. 上帝的羔羊，不带一丝 世间的原罪。
Have mercy on him. 怜悯他吧。
If with Thy Precious blood Thou hast redeemed him 用您宝贵的鲜血 救赎他。
We ask Thee to pardon him through your unbearable Passion. 求您用您的无上仁慈赦免他。
Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. 荣耀归于圣父、圣子、圣灵。
-How is the lady going? -Bad. -夫人怎么样？ -很糟。
My condolences. 请节哀。
Thank you for having come here all these days, Luis. 这几天谢谢你能来，路易斯。
And forgive me for being against you. 原谅我一直疏远你。
How could have I been so blind? 我怎么会这么糊涂？
You were his best friend and I didn't understand it. 你是他最好的朋友而我却 看不出来。
We know so little of our children! 我们对自己孩子真是知之甚少！
Come visit me whenever you want. 你什么时候想来看我都行。
We will both talk about him. 我可以一起聊聊他。
And it will be a relief. 那会是一种慰藉。
Yes, sir. 好的，先生。
Won't you hug me? 你不抱抱我吗？
Engineer. 工程师。
Come in. 进吧。
-Forgive me, but I'd like to... -I know everything. -请原谅我，但我想…… -我都知道了。
And I don't care anymore. 现在这都不重要了。
The only thing I want to know is if you know why Daniel killed himself. 我只想问你知不知道 丹尼尔自杀的真正原因。
Why are you asking me? 为什么问我？
Do you think I am guilty? 你觉得我有责任？
Please understand me. 请体谅我。
I am not blaming anybody. 我不怪任何人。
I want to know. 我只想知道。
In this house there was only one father and one son. 在这幢房子里只有 一个父亲和一个儿子。
The woman, the mother was in a different world. 那个女人或母亲 则在另外什么地方。
And now the son is dead and only the father stays. 现在儿子死了， 只有父亲还在。
A father who doesn't know. 一个一无所知的父亲
Who wants to know why he lost his child. 想要知道为什么 他失去了他的孩子。
You are a loyal man. 你是个正直的人。
I am not wrong. 我不会看错
Tell me the truth. 告诉我真相。
Didn't my son ever see you with Marta? 是不是我的儿子撞见了你和玛尔塔？
I think once. One night. 有一次。某个晚上。
So it was you people! 所以是你们害的！
-You killed my son! -It's not true, Guillermo. -你杀了我儿子！ -那不可能，吉利尔莫。
Daniel couldn't notice, because he was asleep. 丹尼尔看不到， 他在睡觉。
He was a sleepwalker. 他在梦游。
That does not explain anything. 那说不通。
What was the reason, then? 到底是什么原因？
All these years of suffering, of pain besides you. 这么多年我忍受着 你带来的痛苦。
All the darkness you have set on my soul. 所有那些你映刻在我灵魂里的黑暗。
I will forgive that if you tell me why my son killed himself. 我都原谅你。只要你告诉我 我的儿子为什么自杀。
Understand my remorse. 请理解我的愧疚。
I sometimes think it happened because he found me in that place. 我常想会不会是因为 他发现我去了那种地方。
It wasn't that either. 也不是因为那个。
So, why? 那为什么？
Tell me now! 告诉我！
I asked myself that too. 我也在问自己。
Why? 为什么？
Nine days locked in my room. 9天9夜把自己锁在房里。
Asking myself desperately. 不停地问我自己。
Why? Why? 为什么？为什么？
The prayers climbed all the way to my room. 祈祷声在房里回荡。
Pray for him, pray for him. 为他祈祷，为他祈祷。
And I was repeating. 我不停地祈祷。
Forgive him, O Lord. 原谅他，我的主。
Because he was crazy. 因为他疯了。
That is the truth, Guillermo. 那就是真相，吉利尔莫。
I told you and you didn't believe me. 我告诉过你，你不相信。
That's why he killed himself. 就是他为什么自杀。
But he is better off dead, 这算是好结果，
than in the sanitarium. 相比于进疯人院。
Because you don't know how sanitariums are, Guillermo. 因为你不知道 疯人院什么样，吉利尔莫。
It's the cruelest of all graves. 那比所有死亡都残酷。
And how liberating! 终于解脱了！
Once you realize that truth. 一旦你意识到。
To take the phantom of madness away from me, forever! 疯狂的幽灵永远地离我而去了！
To get rid of that damned lineage! 受诅咒的血脉终于断绝！
And not to feel that fear ever again. 再也不会感到那些恐惧。
That anxiety that never let me live. 那时刻不停地心神不明。
Why aren't you talking? 你们为什么不说话？
Don't you believe me? 你们不相信我？
Or maybe are you thinking... 或许你们在想……
that I, too...? 我也……？
It's the ambulance! No! 救护车！不！
Don't let them take me away! 别让他们带我走！
She plays all the time. 她总在弹琴。
Always with a smile on her face. 带着微笑。
As if she were entirely happy. 好像得到了永恒的快乐。
She probably is. 那可能是真的。
The worst thing is that she talks about Daniel all the time. 最糟的是她总在谈论丹尼尔。
She thinks he is alive. 她以为他还活着。
That he is studying in Mexico and she is waiting for him. 去了墨西哥城读书， 她正等他回来。
It may be the worst thing for you, but not for her. 这对你的伤害要远大于她。
Yes, Doctor. 是啊，大夫。
It's the worst for me. 太难受了。
To hear all the time about the son I don't have anymore. 无时不再提醒我 我的孩子不在了。
She keeps his room exactly as it was. 她维持着他的房间一成不变。
Alive. With the light on. 让灯亮着。
I think she even kept the shape of his head on the pillow. 就连枕头上的凹陷 也还保持着原来的形状。
I can't stand it, Doctor. 我受不了，医生。
That's why I called you. 所以我才给你打电话。
Because if she has no relief, I'd rather send her to a sanitarium. 如果她再这么下去， 我想还是送她去你那。
Your wife was always sick with fear. 你的妻子被恐惧吞噬了。
You don't know what fear is for those people. 你不懂这些人所见的恐惧。
It's something horrible. 那令人不寒而栗。
A terrible feeling. 冰冷刺骨。
Like a decay of the soul. 像对灵魂的侵蚀。
An awful spasm of thought and heart. 对理智和情感的扭曲。
She probably lived all her life under the pressure of that fear. 她可能一生都笼罩在这种恐惧之下。
And what you call madness, a word that we never use, 你们称之为“疯狂”， 一个我们从不使用的词，
because you can never tell where the limit is, 因为你永远不知道边界在哪里，
is most of the times a relief for them. 更多时候对他们来说反而是一种慰藉。
Like your wife did after your son's suicide. 就像你妻子在丧子之后的行为。
So she decided, unconsciously, 她无意识地决定，
to get into that foggy place in her soul, 将她的灵魂 潜入雾中，
that makes her forget everything. 在那里忘掉所有事。
That brings her some peace close to happiness. 那里更像是她的乐园。
So, in her case, science cannot do much. 科学很难解释这些。
We have to treat her with compassion. 我们要更多的奉献我们的仁心
And love. 和爱。
Compassion? 仁心？
And love? 和爱？
You are right. 是的。
Maybe I didn't love her as purely as I thought. 也许我并没有 全身心的爱她。
My passion about her blinded me. 对她的迷恋也蒙蔽了我的双眼。
It stopped me from seeing her madness. 让我无法看清她的疯狂。
That truth that she herself screamed to me the night my son killed himself. 那晚她向我尖叫着， 述说儿子自杀的原因。
And I didn't believe her. 我却不相信她。
Now I will have to love her with intensity. 现在我要更加地爱她。
For the rest of my life. 用我的一生。
Because of all the time I didn't understand her. 因为我一直以来 对她的误解。
You opened my eyes. 您让我豁然开朗。
-Thank you. -Good-bye. -谢谢您。 -再见。
Compassion and love. 仁心和爱。
中文字幕翻译自英文字幕 有可能有出入 -sayaddy